A.J. Rubin - In his own words: Finding my Joy

Posted on January 27, 2020

17-year-old A.J. Rubin currently plays trumpet in PYP’s Conservatory Orchestra and Wind Ensemble. He joined the organization in 2017.

I’ve been a performer since I was 5 years old and took part in my first talent show singing “Bad Bad Leroy Brown.” I’ve been an artist since before I can remember. For me, performing is not to be the center of attention, but simply to be the reason someone smiles, laughs, or dances. The thrill I find in entertaining is only rivaled by the joy I find in artistic expression. The confluence of these two sources of immense joy is, for me, the world of music.

I have had many highly skilled teachers and several once-in-a-lifetime opportunities that have set me on the promising path I’m on today. I have had the privilege of studying both jazz and classical music and plan to continue with both in my career as a musician/performer. While I grew up surrounded by jazz, I have also always listened to and enjoyed classical music, but it played a smaller role in my life for many years. However, upon joining PYP in 2017—a decision I made based on a curiosity towards the repertoire and my older brother Colescott’s delightful experiences in the organization—my perception of what music I loved and what I wanted to pursue changed dramatically.

Since playing in both PYWE, the Wind Ensemble directed by Mr. Hattner, and PYCO, the Conservatory Orchestra directed by Larry Johnson, I have developed what was merely a curiosity about classical music and its rich history, into a love that will remain with me my entire life. I have learned countless things as a member of the PYP community, but the two greatest are the organizational skills and unwavering daily determination required to become a musician, and the wider perspective of how music tells a story through history, how all music is connected. Whenever I hear Bach chord progressions in a Duke Ellington recording or realize how hip Strauss was, I can’t help but smile and think of my mentors in PYP. The Portland Youth Philharmonic is a true treasure of an American institution and it provides unparalleled opportunities for any growing musician. My only regret is that I will graduate before its 100th year anniversary, ’cause that will be a sight to behold!

Although I’ll be back as an alum whenever they’ll have me!

~ A.J. Rubin